Can't sleep

Does this happen to anyone else? I was so tired…couldn't wait to go to sleep. Even sitting here now, I'm ready for bed. But the minute I lay my sleepy head to my cool pillow—the thoughts start. Is my son still breathing? When was the cell phone bill due? Will my husband ever stop snoring? Will shaun snore too? I wonder what he'll be like when he grows up. Tomorrow I have to sweep and dust the house, clean the bathroom…need to pick up another magic eraser…

you get the picture. it's crazy. and my son will be waking up in less than 5 hours…then a full day of work topped off with a 45min. commute…pick up the baby…then the intention to walk for an hour—maybe i could do taebo in the livingroom instead…then dinner…bath…bed for shaun…work on freelance stuff…try and sleep again.

and i want a cigarette. i'm trying not to go out and have one for 2 reasons.
1. I shouldn't because it's bad for me
2. I'm slightly afraid of the dark and we live on 2 acres of scary farm land.

and i always have the good intentions to get up and do work—tonight I'm posting my first blog—sounds like work :P